dugaaN & caBaRaN..

da kat 20 hri result kuor tp aq msh lum dpt lpekn..cbe lpekn tp mcm bmaen2 dlm otak aq nie..haaaiihhh... shuuhhhh..g maen jauh2 la result oiiii...dok fkr mcm la leh ubh kptsn 2..huh..tp klo leh kn best..haha..tp blew aq fkr smla blew kte jtuh cmnie uat kte sdar kte xslma2y ada kt ats..kdang2 kte akn jtuh ke bwh utk sdar bhwa jgn tllu mudh puas dgn pew yg dicapai sblm nie..skrg brula aq sdar sume 2..blew fkr blk npew otak aq lmbap sgt..?? stlah fkr bbpew hri nie aq dpt taw aq kuat tdo ptg..owg tua2 ckp tdow ptg leh uat otak lmbap..mmg tol la 2..sbb aq mmg gler2 ssh nk ingt..thap gaban da rsew..mcm sindrom hlang ingtan lak..haha..so skrg aq da xtdow ptg da..hihi..tp klo leth sgt 2 xleh nk uat pew la..tdow gak la..haha..tp mcm ada bpew2 pper yg aq xpuas hti..yg xmsuk final 2 r..mcm xlogik jea..1st adlh lab..xptt lgsung group kteowg dpt B+..yg laen leh dpt A..ehhh tlg r..sume report sma jea..n group laen tiru kteowg k..cmne lak kte yg leh dpt B..mcm ngek jea..klo A- aq leh trma lg..ntah pew2 jea..2nd adlh pper cik comei iaitu yg mgjar pengurusan sisa berjadual..yg nie aq rsew aq da tol2 uat..wlopn xkonfiden la..yeala cik nie ikut skema jwpn mne pn aq xtaw la..yeala msa dlm test kuiz 2 pn pdhal kteowg da ikut buku yg dye ajar pn slah..ikut buku libry pn slah da 2 nk ikut mne pn aq xtaw la..so rsew cm xptt la..so aq ikut logik jea msa final 2..haha..tp ukey la dpt B-..wlopn aq trget A-..huhu..yg bdk2 laen sume ckup mkn..ats pgar jea..so ukey la kot..huhu..n pper2 laen 2 mlas nk ckp la..mmg pyah la.so aq hrap pew yg tjd nie mnjd pgjaran yg bguna kt aq..niela ktaran hdup..skjap ada kt ats skjap ada kt bwh..aq akur n fhm..aq nie xperfect..msh lg byk perlu bljr..tp nk suh aq study 24 jam mcm bdk2 laen 2 mmg xla..bkny stail aq 2..jd gler aq klo ikut mcm dyeowg yg akj 2..huhu..gler pew..lantakla dyeowg..nk ajak study group lg la aq xleh..bkny aq leh study rmai2 nie..kang byk maen2 jea..haha..baek aq study ikut cre aq sndri..tp kna baiki la..byk step aq slah kali nie..trget soaln xkuor 2 la kslahan aq paling bsar..xpew2 nt uat lg..aq kna pcyekn diri wlopn dlm bpew2 hri nie rsew lost n loser..so aq cbe nt la..tgk la cmne.. ^_^

i'm a loser..!!!

yup..i'm a loser right now..lost n loser..rsew xpuas hti gler2..sakit hti sume ada..nk mrah xyah ckp la..dgn spew..??dgn result n diri aq sndri..da la nk tgu result kuor bkn maen lma..huhu..yeala psal result kna than..mcm ngek jea rsew,,nie sume sal bus yg disediakn phak poli la..bongok tol spew yg bg cdgan bus 2..nyusahkn owg..nk kna byar lg..spew yg nk naek dye jeala byar uat pew aq yg xpnah naek nie kna byar gak..da xpsal2 result kna than..huhu..da la bdebor2 sal result..tkut kna repeat..owg laen da la leh cek result aq xleh lg..da la result dyeowg gempak..huhu..yg paling ngek si katik(syuk) kol ckp dye llus sume subjek..ngek jea ngjeng aq..da la ngah pening fkr cmne nk jleskn byaran duet bus 2..tgu pnye tgu nsb baek la ada mmbr nk tlg..alhmdlh..tp pg2 tgk result..aduiiii..mcm nk mati jea tgk..truk gler..aduiii..mmg la llus sume tp klo result cmnie baek aq repeat..leh uat tgi pointer..nie klo cmnie..aduuiii..kcwa gler kot..da la tgk mmbr2 pointer tgi..aq..?? da la bdk2 laen ada tgi dr aq..mmg xleh trma la aq..yg bdk2 akj 2 xpewla..aq fhm..nie yg biase2 tgi dr aq..haaaihhh..mcm nk trjun bgunan jea rsew..yeala dlu pointer 3.78..skrg 3.2..aduiii..gler jtuh 2..frust2..!!! nie la akbt xstudy..haaa ambk ko..da truk kn..byk faktor aq jd cmnie..1st soaln dln bi..aq lsung xfhm..maen hntam jea la jwb aritue..hakhak..2nd adlh dsbbknpb aq yg rndah..ntah dr mne slap aq pn xtaw..tbew2 pb rndh..hurrmmm..no 3 adlh dsbbkn 2 pper dlm msa yg sma iaitu hidrolik n pengurusan sisa berjadual..1 kira2 1 lg teori..ngek tol..mne aq ada msa nk study..1 subjek nk cover 5 soaln..jd 2 subjek 10 soaln..gler ko taw aq henjut mlm 2..da mereng da otak..huhu..n0 4 adlh dsbbkn pew yg aq trget sume xkuor..yg nie la paling aq puas hti..aq bca yg nie kuor laen..mmg sakit hti..ada ke ptt xkuor pew yg aq hfal..aduiii...da xpsal2 aq jwb xfull..owg nk 4 soaln aq jwb 3 soaln..yg 3 soalan 2 pn lum tntu tol sume..aduiii..hidrolik adlh subjek aq paling kcwa..cm xcye tgk result 2..trget A tp kptsn..?? b+..nie sume pb pnye psal la..da la leh lak tbew2 blur msa final 2..hurmm..sakit2..da naek pening da aq msa jwb 2..jwb lak 2 soaln stgh jea..huhu..n lastly skli adlh dsbbkn diri aq sndri..xstudy awl2..mlas..xdew smgt..ntah npew kali nie xdew smgt mcm lpas2..rsew kosong jea..hurmm..tp xpewla..da rzki aq cmnie..aq trma seadanye..thnxs Allah swt sbb da byk tlg n mmbri ptunjuk n hdyah..InsyAllah aq akn blas msa sem 5 nt..!! =) pew pn my result  adlh pdan dgn usha aq..aq xjlez dgn owg laen..aq study cmnie so pdanla dgn pew yg aq dpt..so aq trme seadanye..aminnnnn...

what's going on..??

pew yg tjd..ntah npew tbew2 rsew laen mlm nie..sunyi..bosan..mcm2 rsew la..mcm2 ada kn..huhu..dok golek2 ats katil xmoh tdow..nie la akbt tdow smpai kol 1 lbh td..hehe..trus mglbah bsiap2 g solat jmaat..nsb baek xtbbas jea..yeala cm xcye jea arinie ari jmaat..xsek kn so xtaw la hri..hehe..kna lak biliik aq nie suam2 kku..abs solat jmaat dok mlyan my luver(laptop)..lma2 da puas da..dok tekan sne cn..nk kuor mlas da..haaihhh..mlm cmnie rsew sdh lbh pn ada..huhu..fon lak sunyi mcm owg bisu jea..klo ada msj pn dr clcom cnter..mcm ngek jea..haha..klo ada pn dr ex aq 2..dok cbuk jea antr msj,uat slah sent msj..huhu..kdang2 2,3 pg antr msj..xpnat e dye..xfhm aq..aq mlas nk mlyan owg cmnie..uat pnat jea..nie tol2 rsew sunyi thap gaban la..dok bkk fb pn byk mrepek jea dgn mmbr..hurrmm..tgk fb si dye..hurrmm..2 jeala..keja aq spjg hri..bkk fb tgk fb si dye..taw dye shat ckupla..bkk ttup.bkk ttup.mcm ngek jea kn..huhu..hurmm..rndu gler kot msj dr dye..cm sthun lpas.tp sume da brubh kot..dye pn xmsj lg..sunyi jea..xslahkn dye..msing2 bz..rndu2 bkk pic dye..ukey la.pas ckit rndu..hiihi..kdang2 fr gak ptt ke give up jea dgn dye..?? tp mslhy hti kt dye lg..huhu..haaiihh..mlas da nk fkr..klo ada jdoh dgn dye ada la kn..sbb aq da usha..berdoa..so now pasrah jeala..sumbdy pnah gtw aq ko nk ssowg 2 kna tgk diri sndri 2 lu..pew yg ada pd diri ko..aq tgk laa..pew yg aq ada..wjah..?? xdew..duet..?? lg la xdew..bljr..?? jauh la sgt..da la bengap,slow..so xdew la..mmbr aq 2 ckpla klo ko xdew 33 pkre nie jgn branganla..hurrmm..tol ke..?? bg aq ada jdoh ada la..hahah..simple.. lgpn sdar2 xsdar aq da solo kt 2 taun da..leh jea hdup kn..hehe..so its ukey la..so hdup mst peace..ceria..n enjoy..sdh2 pn klo sllu mndekatkn diri padaNye insyAllah dye akn beri ktew kbhgiaan yg xthingga..Amin.. =)

Realiti or Fantasi

cinta..perlu ke pgorbanan..?? klo bkorbn brbaloi ke..? sume 2 bermaen dfkran aq.. perlu ke ktew bhrap bnda yg xpasti..?? brusha nk mati tp hasil menemui jln mati..sgt2 myntai dye tp dye sma x myntai kte..?? hurrmm.. tp pew yg aq taw n pasti klo jdoh xkn ke mne..ko brusha cmne pn klo jdoh dye dgn owg laen nk uat cmne kn..n klo ko xbrusha ia hdir dgn tbew2 ia adlh ketetapn yg tlah dtentukn olehNya. =) so bg aq mne2 pn leh la jnj kowg pndai jga diri..aq da tgk mcm2 jns owg msa bcnta nie..dkat,jauh sume aq da tgk..sma jea..xdew beza..cma yg jauh nie kna byk bsabar la,,kna pcye dye..so trpulang la kt msing2..ssh snang knala bsma brula hdup nie harmoni kn..klo ckp yg jauh mnipu yg dkat pn leh tipu pew..so sma jeala..tp npew nk curang ekk..?? pdhal sma jea..klo nk cute sma jeala..awek ko da cute xyah nk cr laen la..hrgaila pew yg ada..cute pn xkn kkal lma la..hti yg baek nie pyah nk cr taw..1 lg jgn dpksa klo cntakn owg..jjur jea klo xske..yg tjd kt ialh aq da gtw kt dye aq xcntai dye lg da tp dok pkse2..kang kna siku bru nk dgr kot.huhu..klo xdew awek pn jz jgn sdh2..rileks jea..pcye kt qado' n qadar..aq ingt lg kta2 kwnku sowg nie..dye ckp klo kna tipu dgn awek,kna curang xpew..jgn mrah2..rilek jea..,knali diri, kji pew slah ktew n kmdian improve kn diri..2 yg aq uat smpai skrg..pas 2 tgk spew cr spew pas 2..huhu..borink blew solo..?? mmgla..nk2 blew kwn2 dok bdating,bgyut,msj ktew dok mghdap laptop siang mlm.hehe..2 sbb laptop aq la awek aq skrg..luve my laptop..hee..da la aq mrepek..nie sume adlh luahn aq jea.. =)

i mobile c1110

hp trbru..trkini..huhu..spew bg..?? tntula my luver..hikhik..my bonda laa...tbew2 jea bg..ciap simcard lg..no adlh dr TM ..krey no nie adlh no mcm no umah yg aq leh bwk g ke mne2..pelik kn..?? bkny no hp mcm biase yg ada no byk 2..tp nie pkai bil lg..mkney bonda byar..aq leh gne ske2 hti la..hehehe..tp sumey ada mkne ke..?? da la aq da ada 2 hp..mxs 1 clcom 1..nie tmbh lak se lg..aduuiiii..byk lak hp..tnye la bonda sbb pew bg..bonda ckp sma dgn bonda..aikkkk sempoi jea jwpny..huhu..aq nk tolak tp xsmpai hti lak..so trma jeala..huhu..

nokia N73 ku..

nokia 1100i

hp  bru ku.. =)

tp mslahnye aq ada gne ke..??hp yg 2 lg 2 pn xgne..kdang2 tgl g2 kt umoh..bteri pn kdang2 xdok,,tp byangknla yg celcom 2 kredit smpai rm150..xgne2 pn..nk kol spew..??nk msej spew..?? so mcm xdew gney bonda bg hp bru 2..hurmmm..yeala dlu time ada awek kredit xckup sokmo la..nie da xdew mkney kredit byk r..hahaha..hp pn da sunyi thap bisu da rsey..da mcm kt libry jea..hehe..yeala xdok lgsung maen msj nie..tp ada gak owg msej tp xlyan r aq..huhu..ntahla npew tp xdew mnat pn..utk si dye kt UPM 2..dye sntiasa bz..tp xpew aq fhm..wlopn dye xmsj aq sntiasa doakn yg tbaek utk dye..utk mmbr baekku lak si pmnas baran 2..hahaha..ada msa free msj la dgn dye..tp 2 pn jrang..mslh fon bru nie ialh aq xpndai nk gne..huhu..1st cmne nk keypad lock ntah..tkan sne cn da aq..huh.. sbb sbnry adlh dr dlu smpai krg aq adlh pgne nokia..!! xpnah la gne yg laen2 nie..skrg pn xpndai lg..haha..maen tkan jea..tp pew pn kesmpulany aq ada 3 hp yg aq xgne..xpewla smpan jeala.. thnxs bonda bg fon.. sy jga leklok la.. =)

sLmt hri Ibu..!!

Esah binti Abu Bakar..my hero n my heroin..hee.. sbb pew ckp cm 2 sbb dyela owg yg mnjga aq dr kecik tuit nie smpai la bsar..lg 1 sbb bonda aq jga aq sowg jea tnpa ayhku yg da mnggl sjak aq umr 2 bln.huu..ssh kn..?? aq pn rsew ssh..tp leh jea aq hdup smpai skrg..hee..bsar hnsem lg..hakhak =P ..bonda lhir 03/06/1950.. sma bln dgn aq lhir 2..hee..ntah bpew la umr bonda aq 2 sbb aq tgk bonda leh kuat jea lg..naek ats kota Afamosa 2 steady jea..aq yg tmengah2 ada r..

 

 

me n my bonda lorrr..hee

bonda..kte mnx maaf andai ada uat slah..suh g kdai mlas..suh g sne xmoh bwk..suh bkar smpah uat2 tdow..hee..suh blk awl blk lwat mlm..hehe..maaf ekk..tp pew pn wlopn sy nkal,degil tp sy ttap syg bonda..sy study nie pn sbb bonda..sy nk bjye nie pn sbb bonda..pew pn thnxs sbb lhirkn sy..jga sy leklok.. thnxs bonda.. so slmt hri ibu uat bonda ku yg tsyg.. =)

FinaL eXamku...

cter ttg exam kali nie yg aq jwb ntah pew2..mrepek thap gaban..hurrmmm..ntah llus ke tidak ntahla..pasrah jeala..pper 1st ialah geoenvironmental engineering..pper yg aq lgsung xfhm pew2..cuti 2mggu study week xstudy pn..hahaha..nma jea mmgu study tp dok maen2..berangan..maen game..hikhik..tp blew jea tgl 2 hri jea lg nk exam..trus rsew gelabah..aduiii..cek2 nota ambik ko pnye la tebal kna bca..msa nie la bru nk cr bab mne nk trget bab mne nk score..dye pnye tknan sma jea mcm gnung brpi nk mletus 2 taw..da la xfhm pew2..otak lak lembap..gler r..msa nie la bru nk cr kismis..bg kuat ingatan..hakhak..tp mkn kismis byk mne pn otak xjln gak

 

 

kismisku..hehehe

 

..haaiiihhh..blew exam dtg sblm msuk dwn sume doa bca..da tunggang tblk da..pnye la bdebor..blew jea bkk pper geo 2 trus rsew cm nk dmam..huh..tkjut..nk pgsan..nk jerit..dr soalan 1 shgga soaln 6 xdew pew yg aq leh score..gler tol la..trus bdn bpeluh2..aq tgk farhan,farhan tgk aq..da geleng2 kpla..da la xfhm lgsung khendak soaln..msa 2 pew yg bmaen dfkrn ialah cmne nk hntam nie..dok belek2 pper soaln 2..kt 15 mnit gak la dok cm 2..last2 aq hntam jeala..jwb jea..psrah jea..maen bedal jeala..tol xtol blkg cter.aq tgk bdk laen dok bkerut2 mke,bdk2 pompuan mcm nk nages jea..aq nie yg pdhal exam dlm dwn yg psang aircond 2 leh bpeluh2..gler tol..last2 aq tibai jea..jnj xtgl ksong..dlm hntam 2 nk gak mrah sbb pew yg aq hfal xkuor lgsung..mmg gler2 nk mrah..hfal cm nk mati tp xkuor..

bnda nie la aq hfal,lukis pic nie tp xkuor exam....ngek kn...!!!

nie la 1st aq rsew mcm xtaw pew msa exam..aduiii..tknan2..msa yg dibagi 2 jam mcm lma gler..pdhal nk kira xckup pn.tp sbb xtaw pew 2 yg jd msa lma..huhu..abs jea pper geo trus rsew cm lmah jea..otak naek pening..bdk2 pompuan trus nages sbb xleh jwb..aq dgn bdk2 nie ckp mmg repeat la..huhu..mnx2 la x..pper yg laen leh la..tp pper yg terkhr aduiii..da la dlm shri ada 2 pper..mmg msak la..pper hidraulik n sisa berjadual..pergghhh..otak aq da naek mereng da..nk2 sal leachate(air kurasan iaitu air sisa dr smpah yg meresap dlm tnah 2)perghhh...naek myampah,bosan dgr sal pktaan leachate nie..da la otak msa 2 pk nk blk jea..tgh2 mlas nk study dpt kol dr bonda trus xjd mlas..hahah

.ngatok2 pn bgun blk pksa diri bca,hfal bior pn xfhm..huhu..2 my prenz thnxs la tlg support..klo x aq tdow jea..hahaha..abs sume pper lega sgt2..wlopn jwb mgrut thapgaban..tp mnx2 la llus jea..da xtrget pew2..huhu..exam2..!!!